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Musician and new mom emerges from a turbulent year with her most
urgent, ambitious music yet
By Alan Light Special to MSN Music
Sheryl Crow walks into the dressing room and laughs. She's
backstage during rehearsal for "Late Night
With Conan O'Brien," on the day her sixth studio album, "Detours," comes out. She was trying to bring her
nine-month-old son, Wyatt, with her while she gets her hair camera-ready, but
she's given up and left him in the next room with various band and crew
members.
"I didn't want to tear him away from his fan base," she says. "He's just so
social, such a great little dude."
That happy dude, who will soon be spotted crawling through the "Late Night"
hallway, is the most visible manifestation of a period of extreme transition for
Crow, who turned 46 the week after the album hit stores. She adopted Wyatt last
year, after undergoing treatment for breast cancer and ending a relationship
with cycling superstar Lance Armstrong. She moved her primary residence from Los
Angeles to a farm outside of Nashville, Tenn. Recently, she has also thrown
herself more aggressively into political activism, with a special focus on
issues of environmental consciousness.
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All of this turmoil and activity is apparent on "Detours," which is the most
diverse and ambitious project of Crow's career. Songs range from the intensely
personal title track and "Make It Go Away (Radiation Song)" to the social
critiques of "Gasoline" or "Out of Our Heads." Her own confused emotions are
right out on the table; on the vitriolic "Diamond Ring," aimed straight at her
exes, she sings "I say love is in the mind," only to follow a few minutes later
with a track titled "Love Is All There Is."
The album also reunites Crow with producer Bill Bottrell, who worked on her
1993 breakthrough debut "Tuesday Night Music Club," a record that ended with bad
feelings between the singer and some of the musicians, who claimed she took too
much credit for the final product. Crow says that she still carries some baggage
from that initial success. "When I came out with 'All I Wanna Do,' a lot of
people felt I was just some pop diva," she says. "Most people still think that,
but I hope they can find more depth in a record like this."
Despite -- or maybe because of -- the intimate nature of the "Detours"
material, she is eager to start playing these songs live. She expresses no
apprehension about taking Wyatt on the road. "He's amazingly adaptable," she
says. "He's been on the tour bus, he's flown to Europe twice. And he's already
learned, like I have, to get your sleep when and where you can."
MSN Music: How has having your son changed the way you do your
job?
Sheryl Crow: It really informed the record in so many ways I didn't expect.
You perceive everything differently, and it made the things I was writing about
feel so urgent.
The environment was always an issue that was close to me, but now it becomes
a personal affront -- that one-third of the species on earth won't be around
when he's older, that I'll have to tell him how summer days used to be 90
degrees but now they're in the 100-teens. Even regarding the war, he's going to
inherit this huge bill. So it makes it all more personal and puts a new slant on
everything.
How did that come out in the songs?
I was really removed from the world when I was making this album. It was
recorded at the farm, which is 40 miles away from anything, with this baby. It
made it feel very missionary -- spreading the word, wanting people to wake up,
like spreading the gospel. I felt really fearless writing whatever I wanted to
write about.
There's such a distinction on "Detours" between the intimacy of the
personal songs and the anthemic quality of the political songs. Is there a
connection between the two sides, any through line that unifies the whole
project?
I think it's this idea of being on a journey -- where you're very clear about
who you are, and then realizing that you've gone on a detour that took you very
far away from that. As a nation, too, we really are at the precipice of
determining who we are and how we define ourselves.
It's so easy to stay distracted from all the things that are deeply
emotionally taxing. There's so much to deal with that you just get overwhelmed
and you become a small fixture in your own life. We've all spun toward this
vortex of being numbed out. If we were really awake, we would be out in the
street revolting, behaving very differently, with the sense that we have to
share the planet with everybody else.
Is it just a coincidence that you went through all these changes in
your own life at a time of such turmoil in the world?
Well, even personally, when you go through painful situations, people always
advise you to distract yourself and just stay busy. It's about not wanting to
experience deep wounding. I believe that from the time you're born until you
pass on, there's a lot of very deep wounding that we push down without ever
healing it. In the Eastern religions, there's the idea of going inside,
meditating, discovery -- as Westerners, we really have perfected not doing that.
All this reality TV, tabloidism, it renders us emotionally disconnected. But I
feel like people are waking up and finally asking, what happened to us as a
nation? I see great hope, even in this presidential campaign. There's some sense
of starting to believe again that we can incite change, and it's been a while
since we've been there.
Is it difficult to think about playing some of the album's really
intimate songs onstage?
I haven't really done it yet, but I have no trepidation. I'm looking forward
to it. It all strikes an honest chord, there's nothing I'm squeamish about. Even
things like ["Make It Go Away] Radiation Song," I think those are really
universal themes; I think they'll resonate with a lot of people.
There was nothing difficult about this record, and that's very unusual for
me. No gnashing of teeth, no second-guessing, no crafting -- "maybe we need a B
section here, this chorus doesn't have a big enough hook." There was none of
that. It was really more of an exploration for me.
So these songs really came fully formed?
We did 24 songs in 40 days, in two separate hitches. Generally, Wyatt was up
early, and then when he would go down for his morning nap, I would read the
newspaper and sit and write. It's very quiet and serene out where I live, and I
can really hear what's inside my head. And having this innocent newborn,
juxtaposed with the immense chaos in the paper and on TV and on the Internet,
that really made me feel vulnerable and really inspired me.
I really don't hear anybody else writing about what's going on, and that
concerns me. A lot of people are kinda writing around it, but I don't hear the
venom and the anger, and I really hope that becomes more commonplace.
Do you feel like you're part of the music community in
Nashville?
I'm definitely still a newcomer, but I'm becoming more acclimated. I also
have some old friends I always kept in contact with, and my sister lives there.
All of my family is within a three-hour drive, and that's just essential when
you're raising a child alone. He's growing up with a strong relationship to his
family; he's madly in love with my dad.
Do you feel like your recent experiences have changed the context for
any of your older songs? Is there anything that you think will feel really
different now when you play it live?
Well, I think all your experiences wind up informing your art completely and
totally. But I just feel more confident going out and playing, period. I've
gotten more comfortable, after all this time, with seeing people's eyes instead
of staying in the dark. That first tour after my [cancer] treatment, which I did
with John Mayer, that was so celebratory, there was so much good
will -- it was really wonderful to connect with people, it was just so fresh and
new and it made me feel so great about the audience.
How was it to work with Bill Bottrell again? Things didn't
necessarily end on the best terms after "Tuesday Night Music Club."
It was just a wonderful experience in every way. We've gone on our journeys
in our lives, and come back as different people. I wanted to explore that
creative relationship, and we just picked up where we left off, with the same
connection we always had. It was like the old days, like no time had passed. I
always felt there was no bad blood between Bill and me.
You've said that you feel liberated, rather than frustrated, by the
fact that you probably can't get on the radio with new music.
It's such a funny time. It really feels like there's not any reverence toward
artists anymore. There are the older, real classic rock stars, and then the rest
of us fall somewhere between that and the readymade pop stars. We're really in
some no man's land. We just have to wait, and I guess maybe we'll get that
respect when it's time to retire.
I would like to believe there are songs on here that could get on the radio,
but it's just such a long shot, and there's a real freedom in knowing that. It
certainly makes it more interesting -- to be able to create a dialogue, and talk
about issues, rather than just going out and peddling the product.
Alan Light is the former editor-in-chief of Spin, Vibe and Tracks
magazines and a former senior writer at Rolling Stone. His writing has also
appeared in the New York Times, the New Yorker, GQ and Entertainment Weekly. His
book "The Skills to Pay the Bills: The Story of the Beastie Boys" was published
in 2006. Alan is a two-time winner of the ASCAP-Deems Taylor Award for
excellence in music writing.
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